CARRIE ZELYNN NG

Tumblr (:

2010-06-04T00:08:00.000+08:00

Yes after so long of not blogging here, and keep twitting as if it's a blog. I've setup my tumblr account!
http://carriezelynn.tumblr.com/
Friends who're using tumblr, do locate me on this link.

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Carrie Zelynn Ng

My Birthday wish(es) (:

2010-06-01T08:34:00.001+08:00

I've decided to forgo celebration, a little pointless (: I would rather use the money to get a few things for myself (:

1. Watch, mummy's getting it (:
2. XBOX, tba. Please get it for me ((:
3. iTouch 8GB will be good enough, tba. (((: Please get it for me too haha!

And lots of love from everyone (:
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Carrie Zelynn Ng

On my way to work.

2010-05-17T08:07:00.001+08:00

Ha yes I'm late, hopeless shyt. 2nd week of work, gotten mc for a day. Now 3rd week of work and I'm late. Can I be any serious for once?
Yes I will, for the pay for the job for myself!

Weekend was awesome, no p/t cso over at the library (: Headed out in the evening to have dinner with ACAQ.
Sunday evening to Evelyn Jie's place. Auntie Irene scares the hell out of me, seriously. When I reached, Evelyn started laughing... =/ ya ya ya I'm ben. Thanks.
Oh oh oh, Enshao brought KFC for us. As usual when Jie and I were having KFC a rat came and took my drumstick! Tsk. And I was eyeing on that drumstick can! Hahaa Tan Pearlyn please exercise, otherwise I will keep on disturbing you. (:

I'm fucking sleep. Thanks.
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Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Praying hard that the Garden villa will be available. (:

19 June 2010...

2010-05-17T01:10:00.000+08:00

Yes Yes Yes, my 21st 大"瘦" is coming~

Hopefully I can book the Garden Villa @ Sentosa Spa & Resort (: Private pool people. ((:
There're Jager, Whiskey & Vodka! (Thanks ah B for the help!)
Excited!
Will send out Facebook invitation to most of you all by end of the month (: So please give me some face, join the fun alright?

With much love,
Carrie Zelynn Ng

The very 1st week.

2010-05-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

After back from Hong Kong, I've moved on to another phase of my life: young working adult. =/
Joining a shipyard as there AE. (: Commissioning, ME (Semi-sub).
The first week was orientation and safety course, boring as hell if you read my tweets. Complain and complains, one after another. FML.
Thank goodness there're vessels to board on, otherwise I would have slap myself dead. =/ VLCC of FPSO (: And of course, if you heard of it; BP ANGOLA. =DDDDDDD The climbing in and out, up and down are the killers. =X As much as I wish, I'm so going to quit smoking. (As the initial plan, 21st.)
Guess there's more safety course to go to before I can officially start to read my GAs and engine systems. =/ Crap there's a lot to read and understand. As you know I'm more familiarize with vessels like Container, Tankers and Bulk Carrier. Hence, I've got to put in extra effort for Oil rigs. (:
About the weather, average of 35 degree Celsius everyday. And with my overall, I'm so going to slim down more. HAHA! Talking about my department, all guys. My department's guys called me xiao mei or ah boy. Depends on their mood. LOL Whereas level 4's there's someone who calls me girl girl. =/ No one calls me CARRIE or Ng. =/
Nothing much to update about work eh, unless you want me fill in this space with safety. But i doubt so. (:

Wanting to get into University, but I'm kind of troubled: Marine related or others? Hmmm It's either Marine Major or Forensic. Give me 1.5 years to decide, and I shall move back to be a student (: No rush isn't it?
If I am going for Marine, my pay will be way too good than to a diploma,. HA! It's about salary. LOL (y)

Okay, something else. I know live and death. I've faced that before and I know how it feels. But when I saw you crying, I can't held my tears but to cry too. )':
Jiejie I love you, and of course ah ma will go to heaven (: Jesus will be with her (: She will be safe with GOD.
It maybe weird, or it was just my eyes. I actually saw ah ma... Believe it, not. I told Mummy about it too. Guess Pearlyn saw me stunned for a spilt second. But if it's true I feel that it's fate. (: Cause mummy told me before, when I was a child ah ma likes me a lot. Guess this explains it all. (:

My lappy is still with the repair centre, collecting it tomorrow. (: Hopefully I can get all the photos uploaded into it. Right now I'm using my desktop (a pretty old one) to upload my Hong Kong trip's photos that I took with DSLR. And it's slow, freaking slow. As if its crawling... =/ SLOW.
Alrighty, till the next time. Most probably next week? (:

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Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Waiting for the Li'l Tigress to be back. LOL *ROAR~*

Back from Hong Kong.

2010-05-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

Yes I'm back! (:
Bought lots of Disney's merchandise, M-I-C-K-E-Y M-O-U-S-E! (: Happy.

Most importantly, Jie I Love YOU!

Carrie Zelynn Ng

1030am, I'll be in Hong Kong (:

2010-04-28T04:22:00.001+08:00

Yesterday's last minute decision to Hong Kong. (:
Evie: Mummy jiaxin wants to go HK.
Aunty Irene: go luh go luh.
Carrie: o.O?

And Evie helped to book the tickets. Off we go to Hong kong (:
Update when I'm back.
She will misses xiangxiang & chouchou.
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Carrie Zelynn Ng

Need You Now

2010-04-25T22:54:00.000+08:00

Need You Now
Lady Antebellum

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all
It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now

Ooo, baby, I need you now

Twins: 人人彈起演唱會

2010-04-22T15:06:00.000+08:00

=D Beside Charlene's cover of 心多, Gillian spiced it up with her cover of 二缺一. xDDDDDD Awesome.
And the sweetest? Charlene and Gillian sang 小酒窩. *loves*

Awwwww I totally love the video~
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Carrie Zelynn Ng

Twins: 人人彈起演唱會 2010

2010-04-21T02:45:00.001+08:00

心多
蔡卓妍

At 0.25sec: the way Sa hand signed Gil to join her... It's like a Hei Dao Lao Dao asking her Nu Ren to join in. Wooohooooo! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Aren't the both of them sweet? =D
[It's like back to 2005 and 2006, the period when I'm obsess about TWINS. =X]

TWINS!

2010-04-21T01:05:00.000+08:00

Haha I remembe TWINS + JOEY = HU LONG (Something) HAHA The new POP Group in HongKong xD

Awww Aren't Twins awesome? =]

Twins 人人彈起 2010

2010-04-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

LOVELOVELOVE!

FTOS, M

2010-04-16T02:08:00.000+08:00

"Knowing that you are great, but I'm better than just great."
- FTOS, M

"Obsession, need to say much about myself?"
- FTOS, M

"Being in love is okay, but always? Think about it twice. You know, it will bite!"
- FTOS, M

成長 Twins

2010-04-16T02:06:00.000+08:00

成長
Twins
(Twins人人彈起新曲+精選+歌詞)

看舊日照片那開心的臉
吻別了昨天卻掛念從前
要自我探險尋找新發現
到了這一天成長終須變

#如果當天可不變我是否在這天
如果星光繼續閃哪怕萬樣缺點
成長始終需改變你會漸漸看穿

當你困倦美夢要擱淺
當你發現放棄了尊嚴
你是否會掛念從前無懼全部挑戰

不要畏懼挫敗感漫延
不要退後你有權向前
要是轉臉你會發現一切仍是新鮮#

鍛煉我勇敢探險多幾遍
信念未耗損亦繼續向前
要自我改變尋找新蛻變
到了這一天成長都可見

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Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Twins' concert this weekend (: *lovelovelove!

Burberry & the Watson (:

2010-04-16T00:18:00.001+08:00

Emma Watson & Alex Watson ((:

FTOS, M in Chinese?

2010-04-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

"Never give me shit, you might end up eating it."

- FTOS, M

Someone surprised me with the direct translation of this:
"你千万不要给我大便，因为你很有可能会自己吃掉。"
- FTOS, M (His' friend, the name? I don't know...The genie inside FTOS, M's pocket maybe?)
HAHAHAHA! POWER!
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Carrie Zelynn Ng

FTOS,M

2010-04-15T22:50:00.000+08:00

"I know you meant well, but I'm too full of myself."
- FTOS,M

"Never give me shit, you might end up eating it."
- FTOS,M

"Too full of oneself isn't a bad thing, it gives confidence."
- FTOS,M

"I need you and you need me; you gave me confidence and I provide you with ego, we balance it up."
- FTOS, M

Sometimes, FTOS,M do make some sense (: And that's why I LOVE FTOS,M, sometimes when his ego isn't in my way. HAHA!
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Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: "We balance it up" *loves*

Knock You Down (Cover)

2010-04-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

Cathy Nguyen & Andrew Garcia

=DDD

20 June 2010, 2 months and 7 days?

2010-04-13T22:30:00.001+08:00

1. DSLR Canon alpha is good enough (:
2. iTouch ( I think I will get this for myself )
3. HEH Forever young. LOL!
4. Always with my family! <3

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Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: First two can be done with money, the rest... It's from the heart. <3

一刀了斷, 張智霖 & 胡杏兒

2010-04-06T03:15:00.000+08:00

Awwww Myolie Wu & Chilam (:
I feel that Chilam is super duper cute <3
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Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Someone learn this song please, so we can go KBOX and sing it! *lovelove*

日夜想你 & 明爭暗鬥, 鍾嘉欣 ♥

2010-04-06T03:09:00.000+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
日夜想你

明爭暗鬥

受過傷銘心刻骨不敢再去妄想
童話原來不可能已與現實成兩樣
而她偷偷來到共我分享
沒預計你願破壞形象

明爭不到如果可暗鬥亦好
學習算數亦怕共敵人走到這一步
迷失怪自己竟心軟做到
原諒你情人同時迷著信你很好

由我放虎歸山根本再沒可能安心渡一晚
無視我難離去快樂變黯淡得與失之間
能愛你的空間一早已遞減
如果感動不散才做個後備情人我不貪
沒有她難道我能更搶眼

明爭不到如果可暗鬥亦好
學習算數極怕共敵人走到這一步
迷失怪自己竟心軟做到
原來你當我沒到還在意怎修補

由我放虎歸山根本再沒可能安心渡一晚
無視我難離去快樂變黯淡得與失之間
能愛你的空間一早已遞減
如果感動不散才做個後備情人我不貪

由我放虎歸山根本再沒可能叫錯失驅散
無視我難離去快樂變黯淡得與失之間
能愛你的空間一早已遞減
而我自己不慣無謂繼續錯下去不要貪
別再拖如浪費時間
沒有他難道我能更搶眼

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Got the album a few months ago, just realized I didn't get a chance to youtube her MV. Well here you go, Linda Chung ♥.
I choose 明爭暗鬥 over the other, the lyrics is real meaningful (: Wonder when will this appear in KBOX's system.
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Carrie Zelynn Ng

Good Friday, Sentosa.

2010-04-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

Spent my night at Sentosa... TwoQueensParty's event.
Hmmmmmm A little disappointed. =/ As in the music wise. The start was awesome, House remix is love (:
Ended early and vroom-ed off to Newton for SOTONG!

HAHA Introducing my friend, Vilasini 'AMY' Goh. And Carrie Zelynn 'Aileen' Ng. Oh please, my name is getting longer and longer.. =/
We have the names just for the Indian Uncle who's selling tissue. HAHAA And he literally freak us out... Even though I've been there more than 20 times, but each time he managed to scare the shyt out of me. Everytime... Something's new. =/
S$15 of SOTONG was madness, but I love it! Baby Kailan and Stingray. HEH! Everything's perfect. =D
Lala and I chatted, from the past to the present. HAHA it's fun though (:

Guess that's about it... Next week intensive clubbing. =X

Officer at work.... I love the kids (: Let's hope that every working day will be a good day =D
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Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: More jobs more money, more CLUBBING!

Gemini - The path of an Explorer.

2010-04-01T09:54:00.000+08:00

Yes, after following ZodiacFacts on Twitter I've embark on a journey on search for the Zodiac sign, GEMINI.
Of course, I'm a Gemini otherwise I don't think I can be bothered to do research on this topic.
Not as if I don't know what's the basic traits of a Gemini, but in a deeper depth (:

GEMINI
Symbol : Twins
Ruling Planet: Mercury
Keywords: Adaptable, communicative, restless
Polarity: Positive
Duality or Gender: Masculine
Element: Air
Quality: Mutable
Body Areas: Arms and shoulders, nerves
Countries: The United States, Wales, Armenia,
Belgium and Lower Egypt
Cities: New York, San Francisco, Versailles, London
and Melbourne
Stone: Agate (Moss Agate*)
Color: All bright colors, yellows
Similarity to Chinese Sign : HORSE

[Source]
Checked checked checked (: Cities wise I saw Melbourne, Countries... Hawaii? HAHA
*Moss Agate was from other source (: Google it.
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Here goes...

Gemini Male:
A sophisticated charmer who is almost always fun to be around. A true individual who has the potential to give conflicting signals during your conversations. Likely to have mood swings, which will make you wonder if he actually likes you or not. Worse still, he can quite easily upset or offend people without realizing he's doing it. Gemini man is guaranteed to be a constant source of surprises.

Gemini Female:
The Gemini woman is renowned for have a dual personality but that makes for an interesting relationship. Great at forming relationships and, like Gemini man, a real charmer. Not the most practical person, though, and doesn't really have a great head for managing finances - that's what a partner's for, silly!

[Source]
Guess the above trait is sort of right? HAHA (:
And I read from some other sources, Gemini = sex. Oh well... =/

That's all for now I guess. (: Share what I found on web...
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Carrie Zelynn Ng

Youth Bucket - Tick Tock (Japanese) 楊丞琳

2010-03-30T01:15:00.000+08:00

Youth Bucket - Tick Tock (Japanese)
楊丞琳

Yeah Yeah Yeah, Rainie -lovelove-
Ya like you know, I like Rainie HAHA!
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Carrie Zelynn Ng

曖昧(Japanese version) - Ai Mai

2010-03-30T01:10:00.000+08:00

曖昧(Japanese version) - Aimai
杨丞琳

It's Yang Chen Ling! Her Japanese single ((: LOVE LOVE
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Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Time to brush up my Japanese!

Going Crazy =S

2010-03-24T13:19:00.000+08:00

Going Crazy
Nataile

Forgotten where I'd heard this. I guess it was long ago? But I loved this song (:
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Carrie Zelynn Ng

Hmmm Which one?

2010-03-24T00:38:00.002+08:00

Patrick Starfish - Stage

2010-03-22T16:25:00.002+08:00

Yes this is what I was talking about; PATRICK STARFISH HOODIE from STAGE.
So cute right? ((: Even though it's kind of 'pink', but it's cute I love it =P
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Carrie Zelynn Ng

Heels this coming Friday (:

2010-03-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

Like I've promised Evie two years back.... This coming Friday I will be wearing heels and be that girly Carrie Zelynn. (:

I'm so going to ACE that interview man. (:

To those who misses that girly Carrie Zelynn, it's a one day only thingy. Heels, blouse and lady like (:
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Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: What, you want RSVP? Hahaa

Charlene Choi 蔡卓妍; 大风暴

2010-03-21T12:47:00.000+08:00

大风暴
蔡卓妍 Charlene Choi (Sa)

你只是為啥缺少擁抱
是你給我這場風暴的暗號
我在捉摸你的情緒
你要的眼角
看著天氣的預告
是否有什麼我做得不好
所以凌時球賽比我重要
如果沉默是你的最後警告
我沒打算要逃跑
快要來到這場大風暴
我壓抑著心跳
為明天來禱告
快要來到
翻天覆地的大風暴
要吹走我們的合照
結果變得無聊
你不禮貌
我不計較
不能在風中跌倒
ye~~~~
愛情的無癮太讓我梱擾
你仍需三次看著手表
是否未了令一個人被神魂顛倒
你說明白好不好
repeat
我只需奔跑思考奔跑
我只好好檢討
一定要成為你的愛看的頻道
repeat

Hahaa Charlene Choi who else? (: *love love*
Not too sure when's the Mandarin album going to release, most probably in June 2010? I'm sure that I'm going to buy one (:
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Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Twins will be Twins (: I'm quiet doesn't mean I don't support them anymore. =)

Carrie Zelynn Ng is...

2010-03-19T21:26:00.001+08:00

Official a poly-graduate! (:
Happy about completing my three year poly course (:
Hoping to get in my desired Uni and further my studies (:

In the afternoon I went kbox with Qius, Hong and Lala (:
Had ice cream and headed to Clarke Quay. Had fun and enjoyed the company with the girls (:
Thank you very much (: Meet up real soon alright (:
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Carrie Zelynn Ng

It's time to venture!

2010-03-17T19:40:00.001+08:00

Yes I had enough of me sobbing over can't be a pilot thingy.
It's time to venture, start a small business and venture.
If i ever gets a chance, I will venture!

Charlene Choi in Catkin advertisement

2010-03-17T16:10:00.000+08:00

Tell me she isn't sweet, gorgeous and beautiful. Uh?! HAHA!
I totally love the part where she was holding the golden mic, the way she smiles melted my heart (: Yes not to mention, her smize! AWESOME!
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Carrie Zelynn Ng

S.H.E - 只為愛上你

2010-03-15T19:33:00.001+08:00

只為愛上你
S.H.E
就想賴著妳片尾曲

RAP：如果說這世界不夠完美不夠好
一定是在等我們親手給它變得美好
就像愛(S：愛上你~) 看起來會那麽少
一定是在等我們 (S：愛上你~)
一起勇敢尋找一起找到

S：一片片落葉會開出個花園
手牽手捱過整個冬天
每隻蝴蝶爲了飛爲了翩翩起舞先做一個圈

E：最美海岸綫總是要很蜿蜒
才足夠讓人忘返流連
你的身邊要不是比天邊還遙遠勇氣怎麽出現

H：當我終於住進你的心裏分享同一個世界
(S + E： HA~~ HA HA HA)
H+E：身後錯過痛過漫長情節都變甜美

E：只有我暸解這幸福感覺 (S+H：WOO~~~)
美得值得去付出一切 (S：HA~~HA~ 愛上你)
E+H：能夠遇見你認識你喜歡你愛上你
(S：愛上你) 感謝我每滴眼淚

S：只要你明白我有多珍貴好得值得你為我改變
(E: Woo ~ ~~ HA AH HA AH)
H + E：(S：愛上你) 請你繼續溫柔
交換我燦爛笑容
(S：愛上你) 一天一天到永遠那一天

RAP：YA YA~ 愛上你有多幸運像是天使的禮物
我們不要背負著幸福一定要更加幸福
如果愛真的是慢慢的燒
我們就一起燒乾我們這樣的同一個愛就會到老

E：一片片落葉會開出個花園
手牽手捱過整個冬天
每隻蝴蝶爲了飛爲了翩翩起舞先做一個圈
(H：每隻蝴蝶爲了飛)

S：最美海岸綫總是要很蜿蜒 (H：YA~YA~YA~)
才足夠讓人忘返流連 (E：BABY OH MY LOVE)
你的身邊要不是比天邊還遙遠勇氣怎麽出現
(H：要不是)

H：當你終於走到我的面前
(S+E：HA~~HA HA HA~~)
完整所有的畫面 (E：完整所有的畫面)
就算苦辣酸甜嘗過一遍只剩喜悅~~

H：只有我暸解是幸福感覺 (S+E：WOO~~~)
美得值得去付出一切 (S：值得我付出一切)
E + H：(S：愛上你) 能夠遇見你認識你
喜歡你愛上你感謝我每滴眼淚 (E：感謝我每滴眼淚)

H：只要你明白我有多珍貴 (S: HA~ ~~ )
好得值得你為我改變 (S：為我改變)
S+E：(H：愛上你)請你繼續溫柔交換我燦爛笑容
一天一天到永遠那一天
(H：愛上你)

S.H.E：下雪大雨過後晴朗的天寬闊而耀眼
(H：寬闊而耀眼) 每個黎明都需要由夜生圈
S：往回看 S+H：每兜一個圈(E：每兜一個圈)
S：每一條 S+H：迂迴的曲線 (E：迂迴的曲線)
S.H.E：都是為愛上你必需留的伏線

E：只有我暸解是幸福感覺
(S+H：Oh My Love)
E：美得值得去付出一切
(S+H：Oh My Love)
S.H.E：能夠遇見你認識喜歡你
愛上你感謝我每滴眼淚
(S：愛上你的眼淚)
(S+H：HA~~ HA HA HA ~)

E：只要你明白(H：HA~HA)
E：我有多珍貴 (S: YA~ YA~~ )
好得值得你為我改變 (E：為我改變)
S+E：(H：愛上你)請你繼續
溫柔交換我燦爛笑容
一天一天到永遠那一天
(H：愛上你)

RAP：如果說這世界不夠完美不夠好
一定是在等我們親手給它變得美好
就像愛看起來會那麽少
一定是在等我們
一起勇敢尋找一起找到

何韻詩 Hocc -- 愛作戰

2010-03-14T13:09:00.000+08:00

愛作戰

何韻詩

若未盡量學會殘忍怎對敵人
若未盡量習慣難堪跟你便難合襯
要記住兩個人便有勝負要分

事實大地沒有原因不會覓尋
事實共伴沒有情感不會愈來愈近
我倆是對愛人亦愛發動戰爭

別要痛心痛心無用
別要淡忘抱擁其實不痛
當發現再難感動言不由衷
看時鐘仍繼續轉動

痛哭痛哭無用
若愛恨常對衝衡量比重
休戰後愛情可能無影無蹤
我們將懷緬曾那樣痛

絕未願望學會容忍只愛服從
就像烈士害怕寒冬只會愈來愈凍
勉強為了笑容就會跌入暗湧

別要痛心痛心無用
別要淡忘抱擁其實不痛
當發現再難感動言不由衷
看時鐘仍繼續轉動

痛哭痛哭無用
若愛恨常對衝衡量比重
休戰後愛情可能無影無蹤

我們將懷緬曾那樣痛

-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: I love this song (: From TVB's 'OL Supreme'

ME D&D 2010

2010-03-13T03:05:00.001+08:00

Zouk was just right beside us, but we went Newton for supper instead. Because... The food was so-so and the guys were still hungry. I felt that ticket was overrated. But I enjoyed the dinner with T3M2's table 4 (:
Weimin, Weijie, Jackson, Malcolm, Momo, Changzhen, Ronald, Huihong, Vilasini & Carrie.

Both Changzhen & Lala won the 50$ ION shopping voucher (: Before the draw for Lala's prize, she told me that she would be happy just to get the voucher. And ta-da she got it within split second, happy for her. Her reaction when they called out her lucky number was epic! O.O & ^^ Hahaha
Jeremy got voted for the best dressed (: And we queued for him, the vest was nice seriously (: And he gotten the second place (:
Oh yes about our outfit:
Lala's was sexy haha and the accessory on her head was unique, adding classiness to the entire look.
Huihong's was stunning, totally! It's look great on her (:
Carrie's..... HAHA! Awesome of course. =X I was just kidding, but I love my jacket and shirt (: Hair was nice too! <3
Everyone from table 4 dressed great (: There's blings, vest, neat shirts and nicely styled hair! Awesome effort guys (:

We ended the D&D and headed for Newton for supper; sotong and stingray! ((:
Then Changzhen drove us back (: Thanks CZ!
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Photos for D&D - Facebook

Shyt you!

2010-03-11T15:49:00.000+08:00

Shyt happens. That security(for the afternoon shift) could not find my IC; best part was he said "Cannot find cannot find lar what to do!" (in malay) to his partner.

Hey I tell you what, I took in account for Uncle Joe's reputation if not I would have SCOLDED you alright. Come on it's my IC. If you lost it I will whack you. Seriously.
Don't blame me for your own fucking fault. You are the security guard, not me. GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT!
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: It's either you treat me well, or I will make you pay DOUBLE.
I may look kiddy; but I'm not a pushover. (:

Hmmm.... Okay?

2010-03-10T18:07:00.001+08:00

First Child: perfectionist, reliable, conscientious, a list maker, well organized, hard driving, a natural leader, critical, serious, scholarly, logical, doesn’t like surprises, a techie.

Middle Child: mediator, compromising, diplomatic, avoids conflict, independent, loyal to peers, has many friends, a maverick, secretive, used to not having attention.

Youngest Child: manipulative, charming, blames others, attention seeker, tenacious, people person, natural salesperson, precocious, engaging, affectionate, loves surprises.

Only Child: little adult by age seven, very thorough, deliberate, high achiever, self-motivated, fearful, cautious, voracious reader, black-and-white thinker, talks in extremes, can’t bear to fail, has very high expectations for self, more comfortable with people who are older or younger.

http://larrycheng.com/2010/03/06/why-are-80-of-harvard-students-first-borns/

HAHAHA! Read the full article (:

Only child... Okay. Agreed somehow =P

Carrie Zelynn Ng

After all she didn't care.

2010-02-24T15:23:00.000+08:00

Having to spend so much time and effort for her; having to waste gram's life; having to lost faith and trust in other. At the end of the night, the truth unfold itself; she didn't care.
Katherine was not locked in the tomb, neither did she came back to look for you.
-
Vampire Diaries S1E14
P/s: Oh poor Damon. =(

Movies that I'd watch...

2010-02-18T03:13:00.001+08:00

1. 14 Blades. 4.5/5 stars!!

It's Donnie Yen!

2. Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief. 4/5 stars <3333333333
Logan Lerman is so so so cute! Awwwww =P

See Logan Lerman is so CUTE!!! <33 I love his eyes and smile (: SO CUTE!
[Come on luh, I'm still a girl what~ lol]

3. Valentine's Day. 4.5/5 stars!
Stories that warms my heart <3

4. 72 Tenants of Prosperity. 2.5/5 stars...
Just for the casts (:

5. Little Big Soldier. 2/5 stars...
No content, nothing.. Disappointed.
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Heading out with the class for Jackie Chan's show tomorrow.

Chinese New Year [Eve to Day 3]

2010-02-18T02:47:00.000+08:00

Drinking is part of my Chinese New Year, as I grow older. HAHA

CNY Eve:

Had reunion dinner at home with Daddy & Mummy (: Dad said that he wants to drink beer.. So I'm out of it HAHA! No beers for me. No no. Chitchat after dinner and headed off to Godparents' place =D

Round two of reunion dinner~~ A total of eleven of us <3 Steamboat was so nice and the last ones who left the table were Da kor kor and I HAHAHA! =X The best part came after both of us were at the table okay! HAHA After eating and eating I decided to plan for a Bangkok trip with my kors (: HAHA And yes We are so going BANGKOK!!!!! (In march =D) Er korkor joined us at the table while we were deciding, I think it's because I laughed too loud or something HAHA With Er korkor joining the table, I laughed even louder! AHAHAHAH =X Cos both of my korkors rocks kept telling me funny things about driving and all. It's back to childhood once again (:

And the best part was Er korkor says I should get the car featured on Together (Channel 8) show; he says the metal are harder so it will protect me. =/ I don't want please! So not user friendly eh that car! I would rather a swift or golf hehehe (:

*Back to childhood* Sometimes I really wish that there's a time machine and I can use it; missing my childhood so much.

CNY Day One (Part One):

Visiting my relatives, daddy's, was a tradition made "long-before-I-was-born". So... I stick to it, since there's angbao and gathering. Why not. But as I grow older there's really nothing much to chat about when you see them. LOL Seriously, maybe age-gap? Or maybe it's just a year thingy? Which somehow make things really awkward at times. =/ But Er jie actually told me something that makes sense, about University and the course that I'm going to take (: Thanks Er jie (: But... Er jie ends the conversation with "You have boyfriend?" HAHAHA And I was like er.... hahahahah Thank goodness Mummy was there to help. If not, I would not have know what to do man. Guess turning 21 isn't that nice after all.... LOL

Then visiting number two was visiting my grandparents, mummy's, not a "long-before-I-was-born" tradition but Mummy decided to go. Cause Day 3 my aunts will be coming over... So in terms of respect and all, I got go over to Grandma's place (:

*Awkward* Wondering how will things turn out after 5 years... Ha! Think positive?

CNY DAY One (Part Two - Valentine's Day):

After visiting Grandparents, I headed off to Plaza Singapore to meet BLu. <3 Leaving Daddy and Mummy to celebrate their own Valentine's day haha =X

Had dinner over at Xingwang and Build-A-Bear. Welcoming our new family member: Cottonball Ng... (Photos up later on facebook, at night hopefully =P) The first time for the both of us, it's a fun experience though. Picking up clothes for Cottonball, get undies for him. HAHA It's like shopping for your child (: Then after we walked and headed home. Simple but sweet =D

*The First* It's like a milestone isn't it? (:

CNY DAY Two:

Visit my godparents in the afternoon. (: Played with my nieces and watch TV while Mummy & Daddy were talking to Mother & Father (:

Then after Daddy Mummy BLu and I went for movie~ (: 72 Tenants of Prosperity. Hahaha It's lame and funny, no content marks for it. It's just a "Just for laughs" movie, hence for their mega casts and laughter it's 2.5/5 stars. Personally, I like it because there's Linda Chung & Raymond Lam and the parts where they sang Cantonese songs =D If it's in Cantonese it would be 3.5/5 stars.

After the movie Mummy & Daddy headed home while BLu and I continued out round two of movie, Valentine's Day. Yes yes yes it's nice~~ Different couples but one way or another it's linked. Story line is beautiful and the casts fits in perfectly (: Love for friends, family & lover, it's all around us (:

4.5/5, the part that touches me most was Julia Roberts' (: She flew back just for her son. And of cos that cute son of hers (in the movie) getting flowers for his teacher and the confession. HAHA Epic!

Movie ended at 1145pm, what's the MOST EPIC thing in that day was we went to River Angbao - Uncle Ringo. BLu and I took that Sky rider, which scares the shyt out of me. I know I'm weak. =/ It rose up to two stories high and at some part it will swing you up! Which means higher than two stories. FML But after three rounds I stop screaming... LOL It's so dumb. HAHAHAH Cause I conquered the fear. Winner~ (:

Then after we headed home

*Family-time* It's priceless, even though sometimes Daddy pisses me off but you know what I still love my family (: They are the ones who are always there for me. Even though I'm stubborn and mischievous. I'm glad that BLu joined too (:

CNY Day Three:

I slept at six in the morning, and was wake up by mummy "Your 2nd aunt come already wake up~~". I show her that "a-bit-bit" hand gesture (which I learnt from BLu) and fell back into lala land; woke up at 12nn. LOL Wash up and greet my aunts and Yvonne jie. And then one by one the families came. Had lunch and it's.... BLACKJACK time (: Gambling and drinking is a "traditional" when all the aunts meet up HAHA And you know what I do enjoy it a lot. Cause Aunt Irene will always let the atmosphere run wild with her laughter and excitement. HAHA And I video-ed it! ((: I won a little though, has been winning bit by bit for the past few days from Mahjiong too <3

Lo Hei up next and then POKER~ But I gave up... Cause it's not fun at all... =/ Like what Evelyn said:"Play on computer better" LOL Out of nowhere we started searching for K areas. Namely Party world, K box, K suites. Hence we picked K Suites, because...There's BED! Seven of us went, with two ladies laying there and not singing at all. HAHA But somehow the K suite session turns into a picnic session. The satay and chicken wings are so nice! HAHAHAHA!

Headed to Evelyn jie's place before out to meet Peiqi. And jiejie's bag HAHA I keep nagging at her for the bag. And karma is so going to kiss me soon I guess. But then again jiejie, you like it will do ignore my nagging. And Pearlyn's never ending-no link stories that amuse me! HAHA

Most importantly, I would really want to give JOCKEY a try =D This thought actually crossed my mind two years ago. Which then, I don't think I can be one HAHAHA! But that night I asked Jiejie about it. And Uncle Joe says he will ask the trainer this Sunday during the lunch. HAHA! Opportunities doesn't knock at your door, ask or you will never get an answer. (:

Met Peiqi and her friend, Jialing at Boat Quey then to Plush. Martel, pool and singing~ (: Our table owns the place please, as in singing wise HAHA! =P And I found my khaki for Twins' Si Xing Bu Gai, PEIQI!

Then we hopped to East Coast Park - Thai Disco. HAHAHA! Really please I didn't know there's a Thai disco there. =/ There's a live band which sings Thai songs, English songs and Korean songs! HAHA I heard SNSD's Genie & Gee! HAHA How cool! (: Which the live bands takes a break, it's HOUSE MUSIC! AWESOME SHYT! I love house music ((: And yes... Day four for my drinking business. =/ Met Jialing's friends: Sam, Leon and Edmond (I think). LOL Beer + Chivas, first glass with Peiqi and so on... Well you know me, Beer... =/ So I 'tong' till I get on the cab and I puked. =S While Peiqi keeps singing songs... =S HAHA

Headed to BLu's place. =X She sneaks me in. =P

*We are nice yet mischievous people.* And yes for my cousins. We are all nice and yet mischievous in one way or another (: Guess without you guys my world will not be this colorful, will not be this fun (:

Carrie Zelynn Ng

P/s: IGNORE the mistakes. I'm too tired. LOL

I wrote these in 2007.

2010-02-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

After clearing 20% of my Study (room), I found these:

如果有一天在挤满的人行道上不小心把你弄不见，不要害怕因为我一定把你再回来。
如果有一天我们不再相爱，我们还会是朋友不小气不勉强平常心就好。

I know it's crappy, hahah! There's a lot more actually, but I find it a little silly hence I picked these two lines rather than the rest. =X
I just kept laughing at my silliness. =/ LOL Can't stand myself. =S
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Trying so hard to act like a pro. What the crap was I thinking??

Maybe it's the Kuey Tutu?

2010-02-08T21:08:00.000+08:00

Okay about this guy from the OCBC Fairprice hotline...

He is a telephone service personnal who isn't helpful at all, not at all.
Firstly, he can't speak clearly. I wonder why. =/
Secondly, he can't speak loudly either. I seriously wonder why. [He sounded like he is eating the mouth piece...]
Thirdly, he can't speak proper English.
Lastly, he said OMG through the phone when we requested for another personnal. Reason being: we wished to talk to someone who speaks clearly and loudly, most importantly ENGLISH. I won't mind Mandarin. (:

Maybe he's eating Kuey Tutu while serving us? God knows.
Like I had mention above I can't even hear him. I asked him to repeat and it's the same. Hence I pass the phone to Blu as I though I had some hearing problem... Ha! BLu asked him to speak clearly and loudly, to no avail. =/ Thus she requested for another service personnal who is better in English. Guess what, he didn't do as we said but in return he said "Oh my God". =/
FUCKING rude....
When Blu can't even tolerate it... She hand me the phone.
Him:"Can i have your mother's name?!"
And I spelled him:"T-A-N...."
Him:"Your mother's name!!"
Me:"Yes I'm spelling it out for you... =/"
Zomgosh what kind of service is this? Best part was he said OMG and hung up the phone without saying anything. Gosh.

Good gracious... Here are some of your solutions that I provide, just for you.
If you can't speak properly, train yourself.
If you can't take it when we wished to speak to another service personnal, don't force yourself. Because we don't wish to force ourselves to listen to your English or what-so-ever langauge you're speaking. Maybe it's Kuey Tutu-lish? =/

Oh yes you guys must be puzzled, why do we assume he's having Kuey Tutu. Cos, we tried having Kuey Tutu in our mouths and speak at the same time. Guess what, we sounded totally like him.... Tsk!

I wished to lodge a complain, but I can't... Thank yourself for that, cos I can't even get your name. =/ And yes, maybe it's the Kuet Tutu...

-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: You can't even articulate your name for me to lodge a complain on you!
Pp/s: And yes please learn from the lady who picked up my call before you, she's from OCBC banking. She's polite and speaks good english, loud and clear. LEARN FROM HER!!

About last week (:

2010-02-08T20:45:00.000+08:00

Okay lets see, I forgot almost 80% of what happened last week. =/ HAHAA I guess after FYP ended everything was erased; I didn't even blog about FYP, now you know why. HAHA I shall blog about FYP soon, yes and upload the photos... Soon ah soon. (:

Thursday, Napfa test... The freaking epic one.
Okay... It killed me. (: I did well for sit-ups, sit & reach, incline-pull and shuttle run. Except standing broad jump, I totally cannot jump. HAHAA How I wish I still own that super power of mine(for napfa) during secondary school days. OH MAN! 2.4km-run... =/ If it wasn't Jeremy, I would have gave up. Thank you Jeremy, you are awesome (: Thanks for your encouragement and motivational talks (:
Of course, I got to thank Blu Qius Vilasini & Huihong (:
Lala: CARRIE RUN!!!
Hahahahahahahahahahahha! <3
Qius & Huihong: Carrie got pancake!!!
Awesome <3
Blu: At least you complete the thing (:
Lovely <3333333

[I'm so fucking pissed. This is the 2nd time I erased the entire paragraph! ARGH!]
Okay as I was saying... I self-declared holiday on Friday as my body ached like crap and I had my tummy upset, I do not know why. Sitting and standing just to shyt was killing me, as my thighs were like 'swollen' =S
After feeling much better Blu and I went for a movie, 14 blades. Hahaha Yes it's Donnie Yen. Blu watched it because of Kate Tsui, 'tuo tuo' =/
I expected much more information for content wise; whereas for actions, it's awesomee (:
3.5/5 (:
Then after I went to my Godparents' place. (: Played with my nieces and had dinner. Awwww I missed my mother so so much~~~ (: Her cooking is always filling and it's forever nice (: Like always all the kors dote me a lot (: Even though I used to bully them when I was younger heheh~

Saturday... Nothing.
No eh I did help my parents with polishing the altar and the pots (I don't know what's its name, aiya those that you put the incense =/ ). HAHA It was hilarious though, seeing my parents being so stubborn in front of me and me being that superhero helping them to solve some nasty problems. =D

Sunday, Qius' fish farm!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA Thank you Uncle and Auntie for the ride to the jetty, thank you Ah ma & Ah gong for the short few hours stay at your farm and the boat ride (: Thank you Qius for this trip! It's like a learning experience, a fun fishing day and I'm tan! (Yes sunburnt =S I know I'm greedy, serve me right.)
Blu caught a fish and that fish scares the shyt out of us when it flips. =/ Whatever. Fun (:
Thank you Qius! (: Photos up soon <3
Went to the florist to get PUSSY WILLOW. HAHAHAH! that's 'ying liu'. LOL =S

Ya that's about it. (:
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Hahaha I almost burst into tears when I nearly delete the post for the 3rd time. =/

Post number #1000

2010-01-24T01:37:00.000+08:00

Gosh I simply can't believe it, it's #1000 =/ Oh man! Did I post this much through the years? =D
Ha! Oh well....~

Haven't been doing much lately... As in studies wise... =X
I did studied like a chapter for SPT, in order to get my tutorial going... =/ Headed out for Shisha with BLu, Sylvia and Phang.. Newton for supper. =D I finished that whole plate of SOTONG! Awesome-ly nice HAHA! =D
Self-declared HOLIDAY on Friday... I would love to blame the rain. Cos' I was stuck under my block and no where to go: can't get and call a cab, can't get to the busstop... Just can't do a shyt. =/
Spent my day sleeping and got super hooked to Shugo Chara! HAHAHA AWESOME SHYT! =P
Got my Nets Flash & Pay card. (: Watched CSI s10... And I did nothing, nothing related to studies. =/
Saturday? =/ Hmmmm I seriously just slept my day/night away. LOL! Wtcrap.
Sunday will be the day to do everything related to studies!~
1. WISP
2. FYP
3. REVISIONSSSSSSSSSS!
Got to get them done before the sky falls on me. =/
JIAYOUs thennnnnn.........

AND I'm looking for a job HAHAHAHAHA! As in part time job, in a club ((: Again, I know... Nightlife is nice (8/10 times) hahahaha =D
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Interview on Wednesday, hope that I get it!
Pp/s: Tsk that JOLENE PAN! LOL You should know why...

Msning with Miss Pan... Part 2

2010-01-20T01:26:00.000+08:00

Carrie Zelynn Ng; says:
*still got two mins
*=/
JOLENE!           -the crucial meanings of a smile. says:
*2 mins to?
Carrie Zelynn Ng; says:
*then suddenly my hitzradio not working
*=/
*2 mins to the food is cook?
JOLENE!           -the crucial meanings of a smile. says:
*oh
*hahhahah
*-.-
Carrie Zelynn Ng; says:
*1 more min
*kns
*so long
JOLENE!           -the crucial meanings of a smile. says:
*haha
*who ask u play
Carrie Zelynn Ng; says:
*i thought can wait and study at the same time mah
*but who knows i gave up on revising before the thing is ready
*so fml luh
JOLENE!           -the crucial meanings of a smile. says:
*chill la
*haha

HAHAHAHAHA! =D
Asking me what do we chat about? Here you go. Don't KPO lar!
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Siu 'XIU' Yi says: Shao why you all keep chatting?
Siuyi for you... MAI KPO LAR!

Msning with Miss Pan...

2010-01-19T23:47:00.001+08:00

While I'm browsing through Facebook...

Carrie Zelynn Ng; says:
*"OMG OMG OMG i gotta tell you something !!"
"What?"
"I forgot"

HAHA I use to do this man
*haha
Carrie Zelynn Ng; says:
*i found you one "With random ppl i'm shy, with my friends im crazyy!!!!!!"
JOLENE! -the crucial meanings of a smile. says:
*lol!!!
*true
Carrie Zelynn Ng; says:
*awesome shyt right?
*hahah
*this proves how bored i am
*and knowing ive got lots of revision to do but i simply refuse to do them
*fml.
JOLENE! -the crucial meanings of a smile. says:
*OMG
*GO DO NOW!!

Yes I know, I'm doing my usual shyt.... Procrastinating. In the end, I still have to do them.... LLST =/ And Jolene capped it. =/ So it's like a MUST DO! =/ Effort of browsing Facebook and sharing wasn't helpful... =/
[Those in yellow(s) were from Facebook; in red(s), I came up with... LOL]

-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Facebooking is fun isn't it?

Monday?

2010-01-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

Hahaha haven't been to Monday's lessons for the longest weeks please. Today was the first time I headed for the lectures. =D Guess what was I doing for the whole two hours... Cafe World & Country Story... It wasn't a wasted trip though...
Lala told me her Mum's bicycle story HAHA It was damn hilarious, aunty was mega cute! (: Then at Marine Business Management... Lala and Hong was discussing about some boobs and all... The best part was I detest big boobs =/ LOL Hence I didn't join much... (:
But Qius and I were in our own world, I forgot what we were talking about but it was just random and fun of course (:

Had a FYP meeting then after, talking about report... 50 over pages, how to squeeze it out?! And where from? Gosh this is killing me. =/ Shortly after was Human Communication's. Saw the 7 whole minutes video.. LOL Awesome shyt! =D
And Koonphi took a cab hence we hitch a ride (: Han yu, Huilin and I. Thus I got home real fast and started 'nua-ing' on my sofa... (:

Enough of crapping... Starting my work real soon. Bwaaaaaaaa!
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: School isn't that bad after all, it's just tiring... Never ending workloads...
Pp/s: From someone "Habit it's a hard thing to kick. When you drop the H, there's still a bit. Then when you drop that A, there's still the bit. Till later when you drop the B, you will still have IT." HAHA!

I made the choice. It's my choice.

2010-01-16T19:40:00.000+08:00

Do not blame others for my choice. (: Maybe leaving there will be better, I've earn what I need: experience, knowledge( even though it's not enough ) and all the pals.
I have my principle, my pride and of course the ego. I will never say yes to things that I myself know it's not right.
Just feel apologetic for those who treated me so well and coaches me to be who I am now... All the public relation skills, how to communicate, how to tolerate and how to "not-be-too-nice"... It's great working with everyone =D I had an awesome year with you all.
I work hard for it and I achieve it, hence I'm happy about it (:

We work hard together, we play harder and most importantly we enjoyed ourselves. =D This is the BEST crew (:
We been through fun like playing football in the VIP and got Mamat so pissed; hilarious punishment but lesson learnt.
Miss communication which brought us as a team, a strong team. (:
Arguments and cold shoulders for 30 mins; we were all good then after. (:
Eyeing on our eye candies, sharing information about our latest eye candies. (:
We went for prawning and had beers like brothers~
We smoke, we eat, we drink (:
It's party, people, play.
Love you guys <3
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Happy 1st at Attica (: Good-bye. )':
Pp/s: When it's not worth your effort for fighting what's right from wrong, give up.

Cui....

2010-01-14T00:13:00.002+08:00

Eye bags
Dark Eyes Circles
Bad complex
Nose bleed (depends on the nose)
Headache

CUIIII!
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: FML

其實我的執著依然執著

2010-01-13T14:10:00.000+08:00

匿名的好友

楊丞琳 (海派甜心插曲)

獨送昏暗莫離的風回憶裡被愛

那股激動天色好紅

溫柔好濃在胸口浮現你的面容

一起活在這城市迷宮提起你名字

心還跳動卻沒重逢

只留下碰卻又不敢碰的那種激動

也許我們當時年紀真的太小

從那懵懵懂懂走進各自天空

該怎麼說讓彼此選擇但思念還轉動

不能握的手從此匿名的朋友

其實我的執著依然執著

與你無關淚自行吸收

不能握的手卻比親人更親厚

當所有如果都沒有如果

只有失去的溫柔最溫柔

當又一次美夢落空回憶裏被愛

那股激動天色好紅

溫柔好濃在胸口浮現你的面容

也許我們當時年紀真的太小

從那懵懵懂懂走進各自天空

那是甚麼讓彼此選擇又不僅是尊重

不能握的手從此匿名的朋友

其實我的執著依然執著

與你無關淚自行吸收

不能握的手卻比親人更親厚

當所有如果都沒有如果

只有失去的溫柔最溫柔

不能握的手從此匿名的朋友

其實我的執著依然執著

卻決心和你不再聯絡

不能握的手卻比愛人更長久

當所有如果都沒有如果

只有失去的擁有最永久

Guess those who watch Hai Pai Tian Xin would have known about this song (:

Seriously in love with this (: Awesome song.

Carrie Zelynn Ng

P/s: 雨爱's nice too, but i prefer this (:

Shyt... Self-discipline.

2010-01-07T13:24:00.000+08:00

Seriously I missed my 9-11 am lecture this morning... FML I oversleep.
I'm so lacking of self-discipline. I got to work on that, and seriously I got to talk to mamat about working on Wednesday... =| The last six weeks are damn IMPORTANT.

Jiayou ah xiaoshao.

What an eventful Tuesday

2010-01-06T01:45:00.000+08:00

Having paddle pop as energy boast in the morning was awesome despite I'm coughing and having flu. What's best was I had a bus ride to school with BabyLu! Isn't babylu sweet? haha that's why I love her so (:
survived human communication through smsing and facebooking... There's an essay to submit next week, how cool. Had lunch and headed for WISP, gotten back the result for assignment One. Well it was okay... =|
Then after met up human comm group mates for scriptwriting and filming of the very first scene and the last. Quite fun though (:

And home sweet home. Got to keep up the motivation of wanting to go to school... => 6 more weeks to go. Oh! Final exams starts on the 4th day of Chinese New Year, fml.

Happy Birthday Evelyn Jiejie (:

Last two months of classes for Poly days..

2010-01-05T11:22:00.000+08:00

Yupyupyup hope it ends well and I do well (:
Second day of school.... Many more to come.... SMOOTH SMOOTH alright? =D
*self-talk* Hope this work eh.

-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Flu & Cough please go away!

Here comes 2010...

2009-12-31T11:01:00.000+08:00

But firstly let's conclude 2009 (:
2009 new year's resolutions... Hmmmm I completed almost all, almost. (:
I met CLARA LU YI QIONG! <3
Even though you are a big time bimbo, but you are loveeeeee <3 Caring, sweet and everything nice. =D
Most remarkable one was the tattoo! Even though it's small, but it's nice & painful. Well worth! =D
And Attica... I work hard for it (:
Fyp, coming to an end. I DID MY PART YIPPPEEEEEE
Last but not least, my great lost of you... You were the one who taught me "knowing the truth means bearing the pain and grow stronger, not blaming everyone for it. It's not their fault, it's no one's fault." (I think this was what you said lar lol forgot but meaningful) Thank you very much, no matter how childish I am you are always there for me, always.

Now marching towards 2010:
1. Finish the book: The Rape of Nanking.
(After finishing reading it, I hope to blog about it and maybe share my thoughts? hehe)
2. Jan - Feb: ATTEND LECTURES & TUTORIALS; aim, score, graduate, UNI! (Pretty please~)
3. Totally stop smoking in June.
4. My second tatoo. <3
5. I will add more soon? IDK for now...

That's about it (:

AND OF COURSE I WOULD LOVE TO THANK:
Clara
Jolene
Qiuping
Vilasini
Huihong
T3M2
James
PZ
Siuyi
XZ
Daddy
Mummy
Mother
Father
Chris kor, Kelvin Kor, Wee kor
my adorable nieces: Shirley&Sharon
Evelyn
Pearlyn
Attica peeps
Enshao
Kyle
and many more... HAHA If I didn't mention your name here do text me, so I will add in. I'm old already so I tend to forget... =/
You people rocks! <3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 Many many =D

-
Carrie Zelynn Ng

Officially Missing You - JS

2009-12-30T00:33:00.002+08:00

Tamia (Cover)

*Thumbs up!*

2009-12-29T17:19:00.004+08:00

just leave me alone? It's just six more months; leave me alone.

Maybe some post be not be posted here, it should be private... Now who cares about what and what?
I care? Over my dead body please.
How ironic...

Lets scream: DON'T STOP! LET IT POP!

2009-12-29T17:06:00.000+08:00

It's Kesha's Tick Tock. =D AWESOME!

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Grab my glasses, I'm out the door, I'm gonna hit this city
(Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
'Cause when I leave for the night, I ain't coming back

I'm talking pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-topping, playing our favorite CDs
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Ain't got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Ain't got no money in my pocket, but I'm already here
And now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger

I'm talking about everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys tryin' to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk

Now, now, we go until they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

DJ, you build me up

You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me

With my hands up
You got me now
You got that sound
Yeah, you got me

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me

With my hands up
Put your hands up
Put your hands up

Now, the party don't start 'til I walk in

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Carrie Zelynn Ng

P/s: Awesome piece isn't it? =D

Pp/s: Don't stop, make it pop; fight till we see the sunlight; party never stops. (:

Even of ranting,

2009-12-29T00:23:00.000+08:00

Okay even of ranting...

School's starting soon; next week. FML
2010 is coming in no time... Great.... I'm turning 21, old-ed. =/
For the last bit of my poly-life: I'm so going to work hard for it. Not caring too much for PT; NP comes first!
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng

Xmas Week

2009-12-29T00:15:00.000+08:00

Ha! It has been so long since I last blog. =/
Kick start Xmas week with CLUBBING! It was hell of a night. Damn funny... Whiskey dry for Pamela and the girls. Jagerbomb for all of us (Peiqi, Joanna, Jolene, Pamela & Me), but Jolene drank two. (:
The dance floor was so fucking pack till this thought crossed my mind: I'm too old for Phuture. LOL Seriously the songs sucks to core, crowd sucks to core. Should have went to Rebel or Butter. BETTER! But anyway, it's cool to see that I'm so calm when I should be the one not that calm. LOL Proud of myself, and laugh the shyt out of myself too. =/ How not nice at all. But Peiqi proves that she's the DA JIE DA, *clap clap!*. Pamela proves me right that her aura never fails her. (: Minus off all the losers that turns us off; I like the experience with the girls: AWESOME. Hor Jolene? Tickle others chin all~
Classic!!!
Jolene: I'm high -giggles-
I was like ??? Wtcrap? What's wrong with Jolene? Giggle all. =P

Then work work work work: Thursday to Saturday. Eve of Christmas was boring... Christmas day itself was alright. Boxing day was crap... I miss stringray. =/

Oh I went over to Evelyn's place on Christmas day itself for dinner.
Hmmm maybe I'm just too old for this family gathering thingy, I didn't feel those love at all.
Crappy shyt. And I thought from the start I already detest people who plays with my chinese name? In any case, now that you know. Don't play with my chinese name: that should be the last on your list. Guess what I'm 20, I will not tolerate this kind of bullshyt anymore. I should have stand up for myself, for my name. And most importantly that name was given from my MUM; show some respect for my mum.
Last but not least shouldn't have attend it. Last year's choice of not attending was right.

-
Carrie Zelynn Ng

Come to think of it, I do enjoy it. =D

2009-12-17T03:50:00.000+08:00

Haha yes now I'm laying on my bed ready to sleep. (: Come to think of the mugging period just now, I kind of like it (:
I down half a rock glass of choya neat. -power-
I was on the phone with 'Shrimp'; she has powers to motivate me and get me started at calculation. And of cos I'm now able to master it (:
Tweeting was another fun thing I did while I was mugging. Haha tweeting to destress (:
Then after ending the motivational phone call I started doing more calculation qnd managed to read chp 2. Hence I've decided that I will read 2 out of 3 chps, practise 2 out of 3 calculation. Hope that those I mugged will come out later. <:
Good night all.
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: thanks shrimp!

It's like drug, isn't it?

2009-12-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

Yes it's like drug and I'm that druggy. =/ Oh well.
(Okay people get this straight, the drug that I'm about to mention isn't the real drug. Please get a life if you think that I'm so fucking serious on drugs. =/)

Ok ok ok... Maybe it's a habit? Or maybe it's drug.
Seriously, whenever I'm happy or sad or any other feels I would go to this particular *drug. Haha it may make me sound stupid or what so ever, but I don't really care. This really helps. (: Just like now, I'm stopping it. Stopping to do anything that's related to the *drug. I need to draw myself away from *drug. Cos' it's going no where.
So I shall see how long can I last. Hopefully I can stop it for good. (: Wish me luck alright?

Next. Last paper tomorrow: Mentally trying to reject the facts that physically I'm experiencing the holiday mood. How? =/ Shyt.
I will just mug whatever I can, "When you know how to do, you will know how to do." "会做就会做" no point stressing myself so much right? If I did my part to give a 100% there's nothing else can be done (: So I shall give a 100% tonight on mugging. =D "If you don't know how to get it done, find ways to get it done. It won't kills if you try harder.""不会做也要会做，做多不会死" Hahaa I'm contradicting myself, whatever case I will stick to the last one... "做多不会死"
Now holiday~ Tomorrow after my paper:
1. Shopping @ Haji.
2. Movies: Storm Warriors 2, Bodyguards & Assassins, Avatar & New Moon.
3. Clubbing/ Chill-out/ Waste my life. HAHAHAA No I'm not wasting my life, I don't think I have much to waste too. =/
Guess that's about it. (:

Going to do calculations questions now. See ya!
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Cos' I'm sick&tired of being like this...

Drama dramas; it's never ending.

2009-12-13T09:02:00.000+08:00

After a night of drama; it doesn't seems to end even when I was on my way home. Gosh!
Seriously, 恶人先告状. Waste of my time and those innocent people on the bus, plus the police officer. Early in the morning they got to entertain you. =/ Waste of time and tax payers' money.
Quote from a guy in the bus "You don't have a life, I have." (That's a comment for that particular drunk person who called the police.) And seriously I totally agree with that guy.
He was the one who's at fault in the beginning, and he still have the cheek to cause such a scene.
Please ah, get a life.
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Clara: "blog about me, saying how cute I am." WTCrap. Yes you very cute larr! (:

In the classroom (:

2009-12-10T13:30:00.000+08:00

Currently I'm using my phone to blog (: Attending Marine Engineering 2, lecturer is going through common test paper's mcqs. 16 question since Monday. Hahaa it took damn long to get them done.

Yesterday was Fyp final panel presentation #4; before the presentation, Qius Lala and I were busy taking photos. Cause all of us look good and it's damn good (: Hence taking photo is a must (:
Both Lala and I wore blazer, it might be too formal both we like it and feel like it. Hahaa =D
I don't know how well we did for the presentation, kind of confuse. In any case I enjoyed photo taking (:

Guess that's about it. The post before this was photos, click and view it then (:
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng

Final Panel Presentation #4

2009-12-10T01:40:00.000+08:00

Okay photo first, details later. =D

Okay I've done pages for everyone (: As in Qiu's, Lala's and myself.

Hope you ladies like it (:

Good Night.

Carrie Zelynn Ng

P/s: Mum & Dad are home! I <3 Mum&Dad!

I Won't 'Abandon' My Kid One

2009-12-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

JOLENE! - says (10:47 PM):
*i won't abondon my kid one

HAHAHA You are sweet but what's "abondon"? =D Best part... Here's round two!

JOLENE! - says (10:49 PM):

*hreat.. abandoon

*abandon*

*Great*

*wth am i typing?

*LOL!

Jolene Pan is awesome!!! And ya what were you trying to say? Abondon, abandoon, abandon. Hreat, great. lol =D

Okay enough of this... I think Jolene will kill me. =X

I washed my clothes! As in I threw all the clothes that I wore in the basket... And I hand washed it, just! 1 hour and 30 mins... Hard work please, it feels like gym-ing. HAHA Damn weird right? But yes it's true, I hand wash my clothes!!!! =D And I feel that I'm toning up. LOL -fit-

I'm going to chiong for my tests now!!!! No more time please, no more time!! =((((

Carrie Zelynn Ng

P/s: Now look, who's the new kid in town. CARRIE ZELYNN NG of cos!

Pp/s: Surprised, Sally jiejie called me haha (: Thank you thank you (:

After Mummy went NZ....

2009-12-07T15:50:00.000+08:00

My life is in a messy... I was sick and best part... My nose bleed like hell. =/ Yes I need my mummy, I'm still a kid. =|

Okay movies I watched: 2012 & Hua Mu Lan.
Hahaa I know watching 2012 just last week is slow... So? I still enjoyed it, damn exciting (: And yes, if I have as much money as them or whoever, I will get five tickets. Mummy & Daddy, Father & Mother; last but not least I don't know... I won't get it for myself, no point eh... LOL I wanna save lifes! (:
Ok ok ok, Mu lan! And my favorite line from Men Tu:"你们魏人是羊我们柔然人是狼". HAHA!!! No offence, but this line is awesome! (: Vicky Zhao is pretty cool! Watch it for the actions and the humors lines. But they did not focus much on Mu Lan's story ehh... Kind of a waste. =/
The next month that I'm waiting to watch: STORM RIDER II & Twilight Saga: New Moon. Hmmm what else? Still thinking~

Next week is hell; Monday Marine Business, Wednesday SPT & Thursday Marine Engineering II. Okay I totally have no clue about Marine Business please. (Even though I'm attending his lesson and trying to listen)...
Well today there's plenty of things to do~
ARGH! I can't wait for MUMMY to be home~~~~~~~ I MISS YOU!

Monday's to-do list:
1. NOTHING
2. Wash the clothes (HANDWASH PLEASE!)
3. Vaccum the floor
4. Download whatever notes that's needed for Marine Business
5. Do tutorial

Ahhhh fml. =/ Okay jiayous~~ "Work hard; work smart" (:
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: "My Kid" Wooohoooooo!

20 minutes.... EARLY!

2009-11-24T09:49:00.000+08:00

Hahaa This is the first time in the year 2009 that I'm early for lecture. (: 20 minutes early. How cool!
Today is the day, the awesome day! (:

Haha to top things up, I bought Caramel Latte from Starbucks and had it in my cute Tumbler!!! Awesome!
Waiting for class, -happy-
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Nightmare will arrive at 1pm, my cranky moment... -Beware-

HAHA! It's freaking hilarious,

2009-11-24T07:26:00.000+08:00

Yes yes yes! I've completed two essays which sum up to 2500 words in total, if I'm not wrong. (: Proud of myself; firstly on Sunday night I completed the Lab report with a total of a thousand plus words and now two essays with 2500 words (: Cool isn't it? It has been so long since I got the urge to write essays and lab report! All thanks to CLARA LU! ((: HAHA Such a nice influence, sweet young lady (: HAHAHA =X Why am I praising her online? =/ Must be me not getting enough sleep and not sleeping. But the accomplishment feels great! I'm so ready for the next lab report (: I've got two more due two weeks later (: And I'm not 'sian-ed' by it. How cool and so not me. =P

Oh yes, I was watching Xiaxue's guides to life thingy video on YouTube. A friend introduced to me. Come on look at the time now, it's not that I don't want to sleep or even nap, it's that I can't! Knowing myself so well that if I ever sleep or nap now I couldn't be able to wake up. Common sense... Okay side track, back to the video... HAHA It's about her kissing Kaykay. It's freaking hilarious seriously. Firstly it's not a turn on... =/ Many says it's a turn on, but nah not on my side. I can't post the video here can I? So too bad kids, go and dig it. I can swear it's not porn, it's just a video on how to do it? I don't know I was laughing all the way. LOL But hey, Kaykay is hot. (:
I'm so going to show it to Vilasini, Qiuping and Huihong later. I wanna see their reactions to this. HAHAHA! Or maybe they'd already watched it. I'm just slow. =P

Getting Starbucks Caramel Latte later to keep myself awake. I'm a zombie, I know. But for the essays, it's worth it!
Come to think about Caramel latte, I spelled it as Carmel latte last Saturday. HAHA Damn stupid. =/ I wonder what was I thinking... Mamat confirm laughed to that idiotic message I sent. =/ Oh well, who don't make spelling mistake. That's why there's something call TYPO. LOL But mine is the serious case. HAHAA
Okay I'm freaking sleepy... Can I sleep? ='( Nap?? T.T
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: The video makes Kaykay extremely hot. Pardon me if I'm slow, cos' I don't follow Xiaxue. Thanks.

Stupid, no.

2009-11-22T08:11:00.000+08:00

Yes we are talking about the word: stupid.
I've already forbid myself to say "Stupid", even it's meant to in a joking manner. Just last week I've totally understand how much it hurts to actually say someone stupid, even if you were just joking. Hence i've stop myself from saying that. But just this morning... Karma kicked my arse. Cause in the past I used to say stupid., ha. And guess that person was the first to say that. Never in my life someone says stupid to me when it's not my problem.... Wtf. From now onwards, I don't really care. Your problem anyway, you should just find your own solution to it. -walk away-

好心没好报. Wtf.
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Seriously bullshyt!

Wedding Dress

2009-11-21T17:29:00.000+08:00

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you're struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave him.

Once the music ends, you'll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn't come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
I despited you so much
So much, to the point I sometimes would wish a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
Now I am talking to myself, it must be an old habbit
Every night I would look at myself
And wonder how it turned out like this
I would close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave him.

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I've been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

Yes, baby you should be my lady.
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Awwww sweet eh (:

Happy Hard Working Day

2009-11-17T14:19:00.000+08:00

Yes like what stated in the title, today is Carrie Zelynn's 'Hard Working Day'. (:
Planning to do 3 Essays, 2 E-Learning and 1 Tutorial. (: So far, I've already done 1 out of 2 E-Learning (: Yippppeeeee!

Something else to share.... Nina Dobrev.

Haha yes, she's Ellena in The Vampire Diaries, like I'd said before.

-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: At the very least I got to get 2/3 Essays done. (:

A-L-O-N-E

2009-11-17T00:39:00.002+08:00

Okay I need a break, a rest. I need time ALONE.

2009-11-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

Send It On
(Ft. Jonas Brothers Demi Lovato Selena Gomez & Miley Cyrus)

A word's just a word
'Til you mean what you say
And Love isn't love
'Til you give it away
We've all gotta gift
Yeah something to give to make a change

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts the fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it Strong
Shine a Light and Send it On

Just smile and the world will smile along with you
That small act of love
Is spent for one to become two
If we take the chances
To change circumstances
Imagine all we can do
If we...

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it Strong
Shine a Light and Send it On
Send it on

There's Power in all of the choices we make
So I'm starting now there's not a moment to wait
A word's just a word
'Til you mean what you say
And love isn't love
'Til you give it away

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it Strong
Shine a Light and Send it On

On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will help things start
Make it Strong
Shine a Light and Send it On
Shine a Light and Send it On
Shine a Light and Send it On

-
Carrie Zelynn Ng

A word's just a word
'Til you mean what you say
And Love isn't love
'Til you give it away
We've all gotta gift
Yeah something to give to make a change

Whatcha say?

2009-11-11T10:20:00.000+08:00

Hahahaa Okay I'm so high now. I didn't inhale alcohol at this freaking ungodly hour, but indulging myself with music (:
I wanna & Whatcha Say =D Okay these two songs are officially my favorite!

Went shopping yesterday with BLu. Ion, I spent like mad? =/ Topshop & POA. Tsk. But worth it (: I'm feeling good now haha! Like new & nice clothes, feeling dashing again =X Haa
Oh High-tea over at The Cathay (Some art studio) was awesome (: Cake was nice (:
Watched The Blue Mansion. LOL I seriously love Sebastien Tan hahahaa that broadway beng, he's cute (: I like the way he speaks hokkien. (: His spoken hokkien is unique, not really beng though. (: Yes yes yes, I fell asleep, for 20 minutes. LOL! =/
Here comes the best, NEWTON for supper! Baby Kailan, Squids, Cockles, Stingray, Tomyam soup & BLu. Wooooohoooooooo! Come to think of this, I just had them on Sunday? Haaaa But still it's enjoyable!

I'm freaking sleepy now, like right now!
Current song: Down.
Baby don't worry, you won't be alone, even the sky is falling down~
((: Too high eh.
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Oh meeting Jolene & Joanna later... I wonder if I still have enough energy. =(

Day Seven

2009-11-10T12:32:00.001+08:00

Bye Bye
Mariah Carey

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]

---------------

I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Separation brings
You never let me know it

I wish we could never say BYE.
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng

Attica @ Wavehouse (08Nov09)

2009-11-10T11:35:00.000+08:00

Here you go, Attica @ Wavehouse. Awesome evening with Vodka, Champange, Heinkein, food and company (:
We drank, ate, party, surf and some were drunk or half gone. And I'm high HAHA! =/ Well, thanks for encouraging me to go. A day off everything, it's a good one. (:
Everyone was AWESOME!
Flowerider is love (:

Guess I can't remember a shyt from 8pm to 9pm, was too high. =X
After that Taufan, Gang, Shah, Clara and I went to Newton for supper. AHHHHH! SUPER DUPER! (:
LOVE LOVE LOVE!
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: RIP Jason. Hope you are together with God. (: I will smile, whole-heartedly for you and for myself. (: I love you. Day 7

Having to bare the pain of you leaving me forever.

2009-11-05T19:48:00.000+08:00

It isn't easy, I wasn't that strong to start things with. You were always there for me. For the past 10 plus years. I could not remember, not even once, that you are not by my side when I'm down or happy. We grew up together. Having you to leave me suddenly just left me hanging, hanging in the mid-air. I felt useless, I don't even dare to face the wake. I don't even dare to do anything. Pretending to be strong like nothing's wrong, nothing's going to affect me. This was so wrong. Tears just roll down, countless time since the time I received the news. I didn't tell my parents, didn't tell my cousin, didn't tell my other friends, cos' I do not know how to tell them? What will I get from them? "Don't be sad", "It's okay". That doesn't help. Will you even come back after those were said to me? No.
The only thing that I remembered you telling me was to mug hard. I did, and I'm doing that. Mugging hard. Not wanting to disappoint you.

Leaving this reality for a day, I realised this is a difficult time for me. But then again, every other minute there will be someone having a more difficult life than mine. I should move on, having to know that you are with God. I'm at ease. And no matter which part of heaven you are at now, there's a place where I can always see you. My heart. BFF, this is for you. <3

-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: losing someone you care a lot is painful. Tears just won't stop rolling down.

2009-11-04T22:51:00.000+08:00

Keeping quiet, I don't want to make any comment. I just want to be alone. No truth, no nothing. Hush hush.

The youtubes.. (:

2009-11-04T02:57:00.000+08:00

I posted 'I Wanna' already, so here's the rest. (:

Bye Bye - Mariah Carey

Blind(Acoustic) - Lifehouse

Fireflies - Owl City

Not Meant To Be - Theory Of A Dead Man

I Look So Good (Without You) - Jessie James

Imma A Star (Everywhere We Are) - Jeremih

Down (Ft. Li'l Wayne) - Jay Sean

Enjoy (:
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Owl City is cool!

Since 0430 PM on 03 Nov 09.

2009-11-04T02:48:00.000+08:00

I've been mugging for SPT, listening to Hitzradio. Rather enjoyable (: Good music, it has been a long time since I last tune in to Hitzradio. (:
SPT is kind of interesting, for the first few chapters. HAHAA Done with three chapters, managed to do some notes for chapter ONE; a little for chapter two. Proud of myself. SPT was so much easier than Marine Engineering (ME) please. ME is killing me. =/

Anyway, been mugging and enjoying good music (: I like the idea. I shall introduce some of the song later on... Something else, BLu's room is such a conducive place to mug! xD Gave up on going home. Isn't on good terms with my Mum. It's kind of annoying, and got really irritated by some of her acts. I can't put up to it anymore. =/ When I can't tolerate it any longer I choose to run away, once in a way it does helps a little. Running away.
Time spent together mugging was sweet (: Once in a while you look at the one beside you, and vice versa The eye contact made up a thousand words. You will smile and unknowingly it gave energy to work harder (:

Songs to share:
1. The All-American Rejects - I Wanna
2. Bye Bye - Mariah Carey
3. Blind - Lifehouse
4. Fireflies - Owl City
5. Not Meant To Be - Theory Of A Dead Man
6. I Look So Good (Without You) - Jessie James
7. Imma A Star (Everywhere We Are) - Jeremih
8. Down (Ft. Li'l Wayne) - Jay Sean
YouTubes will be post on my blog (:

-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: No one can bully joRene, not even zeRynn... But joRene scammed me. =/ lol

I wanna touch you, you wanna touch me too.

2009-11-03T19:07:00.000+08:00

I Wanna
The All-American Rejects

I never thought that I was so blind
I can finally see the truth
It’s me for you
Tonight you can’t imagine that I’m by your side
Cuz it’s never gonna be the truth
Too far for you

But can you hear me say?
Don’t throw me away
And there’s no way out
I gotta hold you somehow

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Everyday but all I have is time

Our loves the perfect crime

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Every way and when they set me free

Just put your hands on me

Take everything that I know you’ll break
And I give my life away
So far for you
But can you hear me say
Don’t throw me away
There’s no way out
I gotta hold you somehow

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but all I have is time
Our loves the perfect crime

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me

Tonight I’m weak
It’s just another day without you
That I can’t sleep
I gave the world away for you to
Hear me say
Don’t throw me away
There’s no way out
I gotta hold you somehow

All I wanna do is touch you
I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but I all I have is time
Our loves the perfect crime

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me
(x2)

I'm so glued to this particular song by The All-American Rejects. It's sweet and it's rock? HAHAA They are awesome. =D
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng

2009-11-03T03:02:00.001+08:00

Okay I've decided what to do with my notebooks. (: Hoping to plan everything and record everything down. And keep track! So I won't forget any of them. (:

It's like 3am soon, heading to bed...
And I think this post is useless? =/ Haaa
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Time to do something great; for myself, you, us and everyone!
Pp/s: Let's work hard together alright? No stress no stress no stress~

We went Sentosa (15Oct09)

2009-11-03T01:09:00.001+08:00

I know the photos were kind of late, but it's okay. We enjoyed lots Hahahaa!
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng

2009-11-02T01:53:00.000+08:00

Updated over at LiveJournal.
I wanna go Butterfact soon.. Like next month's sunday! =(
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: I'm like damn no life.....
Her: "I hate work."
Him: "Who doesn't?"
Hahaaa! When people refuse to leave the club, this is will appear in the servers' conversation.

Week 2, 3 Days,

2009-10-30T13:05:00.001+08:00

Yes it's just week two of school and I skipped three days. =/ Fml. Over slept over slept and over slept. =/
Working on Wednesday isn't a fantastic idea. It totally back fired. =/ Over slept thrice in a row on Thursday. Ended up I can't attend any lesson. Today! I over slept again. Damn it. I thought I cured the 'over sleeping' illness of mine.
Lacking of discipline again, time to enforce some disciplinary act; for example: waking up at 7am everyday. 8am doesn't work. =/ Other than this, I can't do anything else. Reaching home before 12, I did that and still doing it. Problem is I sleep at 3am? Now light out before 1.30am. No more skipping of lesson from week three onwards.

Okay, even though I skipped lessons. I managed to do some revision, or there were some work done. (:
Beside studies, I headed out too. Haa
Watched movies (: MJ's This Is It & My Sister's Keeper. AWESOME!
Painted my nails black.
Yup that's all. Nothing much. Time to get back to research... For a news article. =/ Damn hard!
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Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: If you want something, don't wait for it to come. Make it happen.

That's the hand of salvation

2009-10-23T11:46:00.000+08:00

On this day of your life, Carrie, we believe God wants you to know ...
that God is there for you to hold on.
Hold on to what is good, even if it's a handful of earth. Hold on to what you believe, even if it's a tree that stands by itself. Hold on to what you must do, even if it's a long way from here. Hold on to your faith, even if it's easier to let go. Hold on to God's hand.

Yes, I'm holding on to Him. For His hand is the hand of salvation <3
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: I know who dotes me best beside Mummy, Daddy, Jiejie & BLU. It's God. (:

Day 2 of last sem. =O

2009-10-20T22:07:00.000+08:00

Okay just allow me to blog about last week first before I even start with school. =/
Oh yes (Just checked my blog) I stop on Monday, last week. Here goes.

Tuesday, met Rave and we "ride" down to Cineleisure. HAHA I know alright, Monday Cineleisure, Tuesday still Cineleisure. Went to get tickets for '500 Days of Summer', headed to Singtel-Hello HQ and got a new IPHONE! Okay they replace a new one for me (: Nice one! Headed back to Cineleisure for dinner, LJS. Was about to finish the dinner we met Bonaventure, Mr White and his friend (One of them is Lester-hamster). We talked a little before wander off to window shop. And I got myself a new shoes =D It's freaking cute. HAHA Later on, movie... It was alright, I'm serious. And you know what, Rave's bike is freaking awesome! The seat is comfy and nice hehe! And I had a best of time riding! (As in I took the back seat.) LOL A-W-E-S-O-M-E!

Wednesday, met Vilasini & Huihong for the surprise for Qiuping (: It's her birthday!
I bought The Body Shop items for her (: A birthday present (: And the four cupcakes HAHA! It's super cute please and sweet (: Had lunch over at Aston-Suntec. Mega full. Walked back to her workplace and I headed off to meet BLU.
The walk from Suntec to Funan IT Mall was hell. Here's the route: Suntec(Carrefour)> Citylink Mall> Raffles City> Funan IT Mall. It's a damn long walk?! And initially I was planning to walk from Suntec to Clarke Quay. But I gave up after walking that much. I took bus there. HA! After that I was hungry.=/
Met BLU at Attica after she collected her pay. Went off to Wisma for Ding Tai Feng's 'Xiao Long Bao' and yummy food. =D I can eat a lot eh (: Was so full that I could not even walk properly. =P Went to Cineleisure (Again, 3 days in a week) met Lester-hamster, cause he was working. Bought our NUM party tank <3
We took Neoprints, BLU & BNG HAHA! And we KBox-ed! First time for the both of us to KBox together (: Headed home then after (:

Thursday, SENTOSA!
Bonaventure, Rave, BLU & I. We spent like 2 hours over at Vivo City... LOL
Sun tanning was average, cause there isn't much sun. But Volly was fun HAHA Bona & I obviously were on a upper hand. Laughing at Clara was fun HAHA! *Hi-5 Bona!* And I've got a new nickname thanks to RAVE!
Wave house was mega-cool! I <3 Wave house!
Then after had dinner at Trapizza <3 I miss jiejie =(
Bona went for work while BLU and I headed for Surrogates. I fell asleep as usual, used too much energy on Volly-match. Ha!
I seriously love that NUM Party tank that we have (: <3333333

Weekend, needless to say it's work.=/ What's new?

Started school on Monday. It was alright. Waking up early should not be a problem for me now, cause I've been trained to do so during the holidays (:
School's alright. Starting to like Human Communication (: And I was not rude to WISP lecturer. =/
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Updates for school is always short and sweet. What else? I kept tweeting already, just read from my tweet will do. Ha!

Live your life to the fullest.

2009-10-13T14:33:00.000+08:00

I did that yesterday, on a Monday! When most of the working people having problems to do deal with their Monday Blues, I'm out enjoying every single things I do (: Well yesterday I totally enjoyed, it's internally and externally thingy. Ha!

First stop, collected my pay for the month of September. Well it's nice, or rather fantastic! My first 1k pay (: Proud of myself. (: The negative thing about it is... I'm left with half of my pay. How pathetic can I get? =/
Second stop, I took a train to Plaza Singapura. Got a birthday gift and met Jolene (: Headed to Cineleisure, KBOX that is. ((: And at the same time playing with her new toy (: [JOL can you send me the "Somerset" video?? HAHA]
Third stop, we walked all the way from Cineleisure to Far East. I'm up for the challenge to find a shop named "Depression People", and result? I failed, I'm just a lazy-kid. Too bad for me.
Forth stop, walked all the way from Far East to Hereen. (: Brought a top, kind of cute though (: Love it! Then we walked to Orchard Central in search for food, but there's nothing. Only Ben's and Jerry's? =/ Continued our walk to Plaza Singapura, to the finish line or starting point? Okay never mind, we just walked to and fore town (:
After completing this "race" I rested my butt at STARBUCKS! Their Carrot cake is AWESOME! (That's my dinner, was not hungry. Guess I snacked too much during KBOX session lol) We crapped, and Jolene kicked my leg when it's numb or about to be numb. Tsk evil. Explored her new toy again, I just couldn't get enough of it. It's super interesting please, I'm just like a kid trying to sort out the rubic's cubic. (: Amazed by it.
And when I thought the race has ended Jim texted "Wanna join us for Kumar talk show later?"
WOW WEE! As you know, I'm an indecisive kid. It took me like a million times to reply "Yes I'm going" & "Sorry I'm not", repeatively. =/ But in the end I went (: Said good bye to Jolene and train-ed back to Somerset, met Jim and Bara with Ana (Jim's cousin) over at Cineleisure. Yes it was my second stop in the day. HA! Later on Siyou and Charles came. Walked to Forum and brought our tickets for the show (: Fonnis joined later on. And the show goes on....
Freaking funny, I laughed like mad (: I love KUMAR! Jim went on stage (: Bravo~ But there's this guy from NZ, poorthing. Sigh
The Pit stop for the second race was NEWTON. Where the good food are! It was super! Had supper there; stringray, Squid, Eggs, Sambal kangkong & Sugarcane drink! Awesome eh! (: We chatted and guess what I enjoyed it. If I were to choose "Sorry I'm not joinning", I will regret. I'm serious.
Met lots of Attica staff last night, I saw Ayu and gf, Syed and all of the rest. Interesting isn't it? (:
Something else, going to Zouk this coming Sunday~ PVD for the win~!
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: My shopping list - shoes. And that's it.
Pp/s: No one can save you or help you when you yourself refused to be saved or helped. There is a thousand or more ups and down, it's how you want to deal with it not who can help you deal with it.

Why it ended.

2009-10-12T01:36:00.000+08:00

From all the beautiful love stories I've known; it's 100% sweetness, but why resulting to a sad ending? This is something I can't really understand. And I'm kind of sad?
Emo-ish, I wonder who's focus to be in this shyt again. I'm hoping there's no more of such case. Who doesn't want a happy ending?
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: I'm holding you close to my heart. Cause I know that I don't want to lose you.

It's Vampires all over again (:

2009-10-12T00:56:00.000+08:00

Yes, just that you know, I love vampire-base-stories. Be it a serial, a book or a movie; I'm sure to watch it, not going to miss any (: Either good or bad, I will watch it. Then again, those that I do enjoy were not 'label' as 'bad'. Most of them are AWESOME (:
Currently I found love to "THE VAMPIRE DIARIES" (: Stopped at episode five and I'm waiting for episode six, hoping that i will come fast (: Wondering should I get the book. Oh yes I didn't mention it right. This particular serial is from a book, by L. J. Smith. Maybe this shall be the title of my new purchase for the month of October! (September was "The Time Traveler's Wife", not quite done with it though. I'm stuck to it. HA!) Yup, after reading the book of SEPTEMBER then I will shall start with the book of OCTOBER. Nice workplan, I like it.
Side track a little, back to the serial.
Up till episode five, there's one thing for sure is... I like the female lead's smile & eyes (: She's non other than Nina Dobrev.

Now tell me she is pretty. HA!
She is Elena Gilbert, caught between two vampire brothers in the show. (One good and another... Bad.) Lets share something else, the vampire brothers!
The good vampire, which Elena loves, Stefan Salvatore (by Paul Wesley). He's pale (duh!) but in a positive way, rather charming (: The bad vampire, Damon Salvatore (by Ian Somerhalder). He's pale, but not that obvious. I like his eyes though. Ya that's all I got to share about the brothers. lol Nothing much, you guys can just wiki it. =D I'm just plain lazy...

Up next after this entry, I will be watching "Flashforward".
Till then~
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Do watch "The Vampire Diaries" (:

Feeling lucky, no.

2009-10-11T18:13:00.000+08:00

I'm wondering how have I spent my holidays this time round. I didn't club, I didn't go KBOX, I didn't do this I didn't do that. Now I wonder what's up with my life.
There is a lot on my mind right now. Troubled. It's irritating and annoying you see. How I wished the time will just freeze for a little while let me think about things. Unforunately that's not going to happen, ever. Everything is like adding up to the list one by one, day by day.
If I can't stop the time or even freeze it, how about I stop and freeze mine? Ha just kidding. I'm not that selfish.
I just want to stay at home every single day, so I don't spent any moolah (: Good deal isn't it?

From now onwards:
Monday to Friday, reach home before 12am. (Save some taxi fare)
No more cabbing, unless needed.
Club for the one last time and that's it! (Wait till next holiday =P)
Cut down on Starbucks?? (I'm a starbucks addict! Damn it.)
What else?? Help me fill up this list, thanks! Really appreciate it.
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Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: It's like war, internally, in me. T.T

Let's SCREAMMMM~~~~~~

2009-10-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

YOONA YOONA YOONA!

It's super hilarious, I swear. I laughed till having cramps. =)
Let's screammmmmm~ For YOONA (SNSD).
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: =D

It's torture, that 30 minutes

2009-10-08T01:49:00.000+08:00

Horror of horrors, it's that 30 minutes of torture I hated most. I flipped and tossed, result: I can't get to sleep. wthh
Hence I decided to watch IP MAN. (:
Fever is under control, happy about it. After two days (: But headache is like on/off? =(
I can't wait for shisha, I even dreamt about shisha-ing. wtf.

Before I even tried to sleep, I did a little clearing-up for my clothes. Sigh I was so petrified by the clothes I actually bought during 2006/7, wth was wrong with me then?! =S
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: I could be nonchalant about thing. But... =/

Scandal, for you.

2009-10-07T15:00:00.000+08:00

Shōjo S (Bleach Opening)
Scandal

Lyrics:
Sakkii made to ii miteru koto chigau janai
chotto dake sugao misete keredo
zutto ira ira ira ira shite wa atashi wo
mono mitai ni atsugatte
saki made to itteru koto chigau janai

dareka no sei ni shite wa nigekai
kure shiteru hibi
ate ni nara nai wa
I'M SORRY, toriaezu sayonara

anata ga inai toriai atte ieru wagamama
(zutto kienai you ni kesanai you ni)

aijou yuujou shiritai koto wa nandemo
(aimai sugite wakaranai yo)
itsuka kokoro no oku no DOA o tataku
anata o matteiru

saki kara jibun no koto bakkari janai
chotto gurai kizutsu ite mita ra
sou ya te yasashii koto ba de
goma kasanai de shinji rare nai wa
kakko tsukenaide you

nan nen datte mo
itsu ni natte mo
yamenaide

atashi ga inai todomena mete itte sunao ni
(motto chigatte yo tsuyo ga ranai de)

aino zanzou yume miru shoujo EESU de
(tsuga matai mige kitari)
itsuka kokoro no kagi o kowasu you na

anata ga inai to iya iyatte ieru wagamama
(zutto kienai you ni kesanai you ni)

aijou yuujou shiritai koto wa nandemo
(aimai sugite wakaranai yo)

itsuka kokoro no oku o daitte kureru
anata o matteiru

hokani wa nani mo iranai ya iya iya
ashita mo shinjite itai ya iya iya iya iya iya iya

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Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Power rock-pop song (:
Pp/s: No more fever~ But headache is still lingering!

Good Girls Go Bad, let's ROCK it

2009-10-07T02:45:00.000+08:00

I did make this girl go bad. =S
Let's rock this!
-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Where's your five best friend?
Pp/s: The smile on that JC girl. lol

Sleepless is like life-less

2009-10-07T02:40:00.000+08:00

Like you not know; sleeping is my life, being able to sleep is like my happiness topped with extra candies. Right now, I've lost it. To whom? I do not know, dying to find out too. =/
When you are not that feeling well you needed to rest more, and 'rest more' means sleeping (That's the meaning for my case). Maybe, perhaps... I slept too much on Monday night to Tuesday afternoon? But wait, tell me the long hours of sleep is not resting otherwise... Why, after taking the medication I cannot sleep? Sigh. Saddening, annoying, irritating and bullshyt.

It is 0213am right now and I am awake, this is insane.

Watched GG season3 episode4. Ha! There's Tyra Banks~~ Yes it is her (: She sort of motivates girls/ladies and of course me (: She rocks!
Then after, ANTM Le Cycle 13 (: What to do? I really do 'idolise' Tyra. LOL Idolise seems scary isn't it? =X
Starting The Stew of Life episode20, let's hope that after this I can sleep. Otherwise, I wonder how am I suppose to wake up. Who's going to save me.

One more week till school reopens, guess what I do miss school. I really misses school. I miss sitting in the lecture room, listening to lectures (Unless I'm interested, otherwise I'm daydreaming. =S). I miss doing calculation, I miss practicals and I miss the noise please!
Talking about practicals, I did not go for many during my 5th sem, which was the recent ended sem. The fifth sem of mine, I totally lost myself to I-Don't-Know who. FML. The sucky results I gotten, I totally deserve it. Yup I would wish that Dad kills me. Ha unfortunately he did not, he choose to nag at me instead. So for sixth, the only one sem left, I got to work damn hard. Just that you know, I've been saying "want to work hard" for like a thousand times. And I don't do what I preach, this is sucky. Just wait and see. (: I shall conquer those modules that everyone complaints about, I shall pin every single modules down and kick the lazy arse to some where far away in order to save my last-ever sem. Clap for CARRIE ZELYNN NG!

Something else... SMS
Sy: Why is XZ's boxer in your drawer? Gross
Zel: It was that gift please dumb! We had this sleep over for his birthday two years back lar! He gave us each a boxer? New ones lar And you got seriously so drunk? I think all of us still have the photos want some? HAHA!
Sy: Jerk! Where's mine then? You guys have one leg, again?!
Zel: Arse how would I know?! Wtf are you?
Sy: Xz's. HAHAAAA
Zel: FYL. Bye
LOL She was surprised why do I even keep XZ's boxer... That's because it was a gift from him, for his birthday. Best part was she lost hers and accused that XZ and I were hiding something from her. After asking where was she, and her reply... I think she's hiding something from me. lol Irritating pain in the arse SY. But ILY still alright? =S
Once in a while Sy just makes me wants to straggle her. =/

Something to share from RIS LOW's twitter:
1. singapore idol judges love me!...haha... maybe i should go for singapore idol next time round... Oct 4thfrom web
2. boomz! Oct 2nd from web
lololololol! Seriously wtf. The Boomz part really cracks me up. "You know boomz", wtf.
And joining SI, please spare us.

-
Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Facebook's Mystic Meg, she's a bitch. Now I know why. lol Screw her.

It's 9am to 5pm. =s

2009-10-05T19:30:00.000+08:00

Heard of 朝九晚五? Haha yes that's my October sem's time table! Thank you.
Monday, Wednesday & Thursday. =/ Jiayous
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Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: Lend an ear to mend a broken heart (:

Life ah life

2009-10-04T19:31:00.000+08:00

There's lots of things I want to try, want to do, want to learn. And I really got to make time for it.
Shopping, jogging, gym-ing, partying, kbox-ing, cycling, badminton, suntanning, Ikea, shisha-ing and MANY MANY MORE! See, it's a truck loaded of things.
To actually get those listed items done above I need: MONEY & TIME; sadly I had none right now. Waiting for payday~ lol Once payday arrives, I still got to plan how much to spend and how much to save. DAMN! Now I really wish to use S$2 and buy some 4D. lol *Fat hope*

And I'm starting to slack at work already! This isn't good at all!
Some key points for myself: Communication, Speed, Work hard! *wink*
Working... I'd set my goals, 1.5 months to achieve it. But last night I already made a mistake. I tried asking, but maybe I'm not smooth, not firm and not persuasive enough. Lesson learnt, gain something too. =(
This just came slapping at face that there's still thousands and thousands to learn, and master. Time to start from square one. jiayous!

Like what B Lu always says "It's like a fall from grace."
Like what Irene Ang's tweet says "No one should be poor if they work hard n believe in their dreams..u cannot be having bad luck your whole life..just bad tactics n attitudes?"
Agreed. (:

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Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: I'm nothing to start something with. So right now, I got to find that something which represents me to kick start everything (Every positive things)!

Breaking the laws; greed.

2009-10-04T18:31:00.000+08:00

Thoughts after watching ICAC2009 - episode two.
Well, I chose to watch this particular episode mainly because of Sonija Kwok. =) But little that I know... This episode actually knock some sense into me. =/ Yes, totally didn't see it coming. ha.

一念天堂，一念地獄。
What's heartbreaking?
It's actually seeing the one you love shedding tears, and the tears are the consequences of your acts.
Moral of the story, don't be TOO greed. 腳踏實地來得好
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Carrie Zelynn Ng
P/s: 貪，這個字很可怕。
Pp/s: Do not ask me "why is it in Chinese?"

CARRIE ZELYNN NG

Tumblr (:

My Birthday wish(es) (:

On my way to work.

19 June 2010...

The very 1st week.

Back from Hong Kong.

1030am, I'll be in Hong Kong (:

Need You Now

Twins: 人人彈起演唱會

Twins: 人人彈起演唱會 2010

TWINS!

Twins 人人彈起 2010

FTOS, M

成長 Twins

Burberry & the Watson (:

FTOS, M in Chinese?

FTOS,M

Knock You Down (Cover)

20 June 2010, 2 months and 7 days?

一刀了斷, 張智霖 & 胡杏兒

日夜想你 & 明爭暗鬥, 鍾嘉欣 ♥

Good Friday, Sentosa.

Gemini - The path of an Explorer.

Youth Bucket - Tick Tock (Japanese) 楊丞琳

曖昧(Japanese version) - Ai Mai

Going Crazy =S

Hmmm Which one?

Patrick Starfish - Stage

Heels this coming Friday (:

Charlene Choi 蔡卓妍; 大风暴

Carrie Zelynn Ng is...

It's time to venture!

Charlene Choi in Catkin advertisement

S.H.E - 只為愛上你

何韻詩 Hocc -- 愛作戰

愛作戰

何韻詩

我們將 懷緬曾那樣痛

ME D&D 2010

Shyt you!

Hmmm.... Okay?

After all she didn't care.

Movies that I'd watch...

Chinese New Year [Eve to Day 3]

I wrote these in 2007.

Maybe it's the Kuey Tutu?

About last week (:

Post number #1000

Msning with Miss Pan... Part 2

Msning with Miss Pan...

Monday?

I made the choice. It's my choice.

Cui....

其實我的執著依然執著

Shyt... Self-discipline.

What an eventful Tuesday

Last two months of classes for Poly days..

Here comes 2010...

Officially Missing You - JS

Lets scream: DON'T STOP! LET IT POP!

Even of ranting,

Xmas Week

Come to think of it, I do enjoy it. =D

It's like drug, isn't it?

Drama dramas; it's never ending.

In the classroom (:

Final Panel Presentation #4

I Won't 'Abandon' My Kid One

After Mummy went NZ....

20 minutes.... EARLY!

HAHA! It's freaking hilarious,

Stupid, no.

Wedding Dress

Happy Hard Working Day

A-L-O-N-E

Whatcha say?

Day Seven

Attica @ Wavehouse (08Nov09)

Having to bare the pain of you leaving me forever.

我們將懷緬曾那樣痛